Sunday, April 24, 2011

Rebirth Day 24 - What does the future holds? 0.63% chances

I kept on having flashbacks of the moments in the past 8 months. Friends and family alike have been strongly advising me to forget and move on time and again. If only I can release the memories like deleting PC files.
Gary, Gary. I have been the smartest student in primary, secondary and tertiary and among the best in university. It's time to take a careful analysis on the current scenario.
She broke up with me 24 days ago citing being friends would be better for the both of us. I emailed my feelings and she cut me off FB. I started to tone down my feelings and she responded as a friend. I wished her greetings and expected her to continue the correspondence. But what does the future holds?

We're both still single when the next time we met(80%).
I asked her the status of our relationship and she still want to be friends (99%). I wanted to meet and she agreed (50%).
We still remain friends that night (80%).
I wanted an official closure and she granted it (99%).
We still meet and chatted shortly in wards (20%).

Possibility 1 : I got transferred back to KL in Oct 2011 (75%).
She applied to JB HSI in Jan 2012 (50%)
We still keep in touch as friends (10%).

Possibility 2 : I got transferred back to KL in Oct 2011 (75%).
She wanted to stay at Melbourne (30%).
We still keep in touch as friends (1%).

Possibility 3 : I got transferred back to KL in Oct 2011 (75%).
She applied to KL hosp and got a place (20%).
We still keep in touch as friends (60%).
I waited for her and we got back together after 1 year (1%).

Possibility 4 : My transfer got deferred. I was still posted in JB till next year(25%)
She applied to JB HSI in Jan 2012 (50%)
We still keep in touch as friends (60%).
I waited for her and we got back together after 1 year (1%).

Conclusion : 0.04% Me and Yu En will still be together after we got separated.
5% Me and Yu En still be friends.

Reason for breakup: Her-55 Me-25 Ours-22.5
- For benefit of our uncertain future (her view)17.5%
- Her religion 15%
- Her parents and grandma 15%
- My inconsiderate in r/ship 15%
- Her non-chalant attitude towards r/ship 12.5%
- My insecurities 7.5%
- Her refusal to make r/ship public 7.5%
- Our social status and spending gap 5%
- My parents 2.5%
- Her indecisiveness 2.5%
- Her inconsiderate/non-understanding in r/ship 2.5%

Conclusion : She was the main reason for the breakup (55%)

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